If i am the bee, would you be the honey? If i am the ocean, would you be the beach? If i want to be yours, would you be mine? Miss You so much my dear..
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Wednesday, February 3, 2010

disculpa se que estoy violando nuestro juramento

Life become so much harder nowadays. It was hectic and adventure moment I guess. It was student's life right?


Starting from the first day of college registration, I need to pay RM25 for not return the key before the holiday. Then, my life started miserable because of certain reason. I got sporting lecturers and the most important thing is, I got Kak Nani (NurHanani bt Kamarul Aizan Chew) as my Lab demo. I love kak Nani. Because she is such a good demo, good sis and a very good friend of mine. This semester, I got a lot of work to do. MASPUN, PMFSKTM and so on. But for me, as long as my friends are with me, Inshaalah I will go through all this. When it comes to lecture, I’ve made promise to myself, NO MORE FACEBOOK or PLAYING inside the lecture. And the result is, sometimes I obey and sometimes I am not.hehehehe~ She is Putri Nor Atteya..:) I got Miss Satkuna who cares and concerns so much. I got Madam Khor, who determined to make us understand about public speaking (Thing that I hate most). I got motherly Pn. Sazlinah and outstanding of Dr. Rohaya. An Artistic Mr Mihajul. Regarding to my friends, really2 love all of them so much. Amal,maz,chah,aina,k.ena, k.nat,ifa,mira,bella,nani,tasyriq,salleh,arif,haziq,hazwan,hamdan,mimi,bad,hafiz,gme,aiman,somphot,javis,flora,lyn,yu,pei,min n others. It Seems rite now all of you are a part of me. I can’t live perfectly here without all of you. Thanks a lot guys. Whatever happened to me, I need to stay cool and strong. Let me be the one who can go through this okay. Let the nuisance from outside. I will never allow them to enter my heart easily. And to you, it’s over. Let us not repeat the same mistakes we done before. We’re not matured enough to think about it wisely. Get the better person than me. I am very sure that you can live happily without me. I already forgot about you and hurt to do that. So please.

"My heart is hurt,
but I can't feel a thing,
not even a dip of tears,
hard and cold..

Never had been like this before,
I felt tired, unstable,
annoyed never angry,
strange but happened.."

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Monday, January 18, 2010

my new life~

assalamualaikum...


da lame x post kat blog kan.. rindu sgt kat blog.. to all my blog frens, sorry sgt sebab x smpat nk update paper.. lately idup x brape nk stabil...
banyak benda yang jadik kat org n kadang2 rase macam da x than...tp what to do, life must be go on... lately bile dgar lagu, bile de phrase yg menyentuh ati n prasaan, meronta2 ati ni nk post kat fb.. knape erk???sebab memang ati ngah kcu ditambah ngan masalah fac, kolej, blok, n masalh diri sendiri yg sememangnya banyak.. cara org ckp macam la org ni penting sgt kan smpi semua masalah nk kena pikir.. tp siyesrsly.. thats all my problem...kadang2 pe yang org post kat fb tuh sdikit sebanyak memang de kaitan ngan diri org... memang org akan kate senang untuk share with others.. tp susah untuk kte start criter yg kter nk share kat kawan kte tuh.. maybe kter memang nk sgt2 crite kat dy, tp xderk kekuatan untuk membuat demikian...saya nk minx maaf kepada individu berkenaan..bukan xnk bercerita..tp... ntahla..knape sy wat camtu?? u know it better rite...
so once again i'm so sorry.. u noe sy cmne kan..

ok lah.. actually da janji ngan diri sendirik nk kuat..tp arini da mcm goyah jerk...
so atteya, chaiyo'...u have to be strong... jgn nk emo2 ag ok... sebab org menyampah ngan emosional awak tu...^^v

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Wednesday, December 30, 2009

short update again>>

huhhu~almost week stayed here..life is so miserable..dont know why..but it s not like what i want it to be...what happen to me?? org sendirik x taw...org de wat salah ke kat spe2?? kalau de, i'm so sorry.. x berniat pun nk wat salah kat korg.. i dont like my condition rite now!!!

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Friday, December 25, 2009

GoInG BaCk!!huuhu(T_T)



lil snail..:)

short post today..tomorrow da kna blik kampus tercinta..miss mkan free la..;p hahahah~ joking ok..of course la miss my mum n dad n my 3 cunning n naughty bro..;p heheh~ whateva it is.. pasneh nk g shopping..sape nk ikut jom la..;p da~ till see ya next post..:)

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Saturday, December 19, 2009

MiSSiOn 017...hehehe

Jeng..jeng..jeng...;p
knape de mission 017???(kunun2 mcm Atteyas Bond la..;p)
actually xderk kena mngena pon ngan spy thing or pape la kna ngena ngan spying.. Sbenarnye last 2 days, org kna jadik Babysitter..huhuu~ my neighbour dpt emergency call n kna rush g ipoh.. n dyorg x leyh bwak kids..so, org telah diarahkan oleh maam besar(my ibu) jge dyorg.. they're 4 kids..3 girls n a boy.. yang kakak nama rahmanah.. same age with my youngest brother(atthir). the second one is raheemah.. maybe in standard 2.. the third one is raihan.. still in kindergarten.. last but not least.. my little rahman..:) genius boy..>> my outfit??heheh~ of course i dressed like a nanny( i love that series damnly..;p) >>


jeng3x...;p with green kurung.. org melangkah menuju ke destinasi..(jalan kaki ckup.. umah dy kat ujung jalan jerk pon..;p) ibu pon teman kan skali.. so x la malu sgt kn..:) smpai jerk kat umah dyorg, rpe2nyer dyorg x mandi ag.. Bgun2 jerk da ngadap laptop maen game(bese la kan.. school holiday= book holiday rite??;p) breakfast da de.. their father bought roti canai.. i need to cook lunch n dinner only.. relax ok.. cooking is my expertise.. sme berjalan ngan lancar.. cme bese la kan.. dak2 kecik.. mestila de prangai dy yg tersendirik..;p ngan aman yg xnk lepas maen game..(act, sme skali duk berebut nk maen game..) then ble lunch, dyorg nk mkn nasi goreng org pon masak la.. dibantu oleh chef raheemah..;p actually dy kate nk masak.. at last, dy lari g maen ga me..:) org pon mule la masak.. dyorg ni jenis yg x makn syur.. so org pon wat la nasi goreng kosong with telur.. then goreng ikan kerapu 2 ekor.. pe yg menggembirakan org is.. aman yg x pnah2 mkn bnyk, minx tambah nasi goreng tuh..:) tetibe trase bangga la plak.. sedap ke kakak teya masak wahai adik2 ku?? hehehe~ then pas makan ingat nk bg aman tidur.. rpenya dy x nk tdo sebab kakak2 dy maen game.. kna la mlayan dyorg.. da smpi nk dinner, org duk pk.. pe yg org bleyh masak bg dyorg ni makan... bab2 makan ni dyorg memang cerewet..dapat idea, wat la ikan mabung masak kicap.. yayan makan 2 ekor ikan n aman pon minx bertambah.. raheemah yg mle2 kater" raheemah x ske makan masak kicap" da mle menghirup kuah kicap yg ak msak tp ok la dyorg nk makan.. kang dibuatnyer dyorg xnk makan, pe org nk jawab kat cik su n ustaz kan??:) tunggu dyorg smpi kul 11.30p.m.. then blik tuh, got some rewards from cik su.. tq cik su.. pe dy rewards dy?? biarlah org n my family jerk taw..

Siyersly pnat giler jdik babysitter neyh.. first time lak tuh kan.. bkn x pnah jdik babysitter b4 neyh..tp yg ni mmng whole day kna menahan krenah dak2 tuh.. tp it was fun n i got new experience..

the result is, bile smpi jerk umah, mandi2 dinner pastuh trus da dibuai mimpi..pnat x terkire la..:) awal beb org tido malam tuh..:) pape pon org taw, org kan sabar ngan bdak2..:) tq dear sebab wat kak teya jdik lebih baek..:)

P:S>> sape2 nk amik sy jdik babysitter, dialu2kan ok..;p


sy sentiasa rindu kat awak...~

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Thursday, December 17, 2009

ReAL@FaKe>> 'SaYanG'

Sayang... Apa korg phm ngan perkataan neyh??? Heheh~ bg org perkataan ni ckup bermakna.. nk taw sebab pe? Sebab sayang, kite care kat org tuh.. kite concern kat org tuh.. n at last, kte x sanggup nk wat org tuh sdeyh or kcewa..

Macam la kter sayang kat family kte kan.. for example.. kter sayang ibu n ayah kter.. kite akan slalu wat dy gembira..kte x nk dy sedih bile result exam kter truk.. kter celebrate birthday dyorg even with a small piece of cake with greetings card.. X sampai ati nk say no when they're requesting something..


Tapi!! perkataan sayang tu x bleyh disalahguna or disalahertikan..words sayang should come from your deep heart n meant bout it.. x bleyh juz ckp jerk kat sape2 yg kter sayang kt dy kan...
Actually, perkataan sayang tuh kan, boleh mencairkan org..:) that's y la org x ske bile de kawan lelaki yg panggil org sayang.. sebab pe? ati org mudah cair n tersentuh.. org xnk cepat prasan...:) tp, nk wat camne kan.. ati ponpuan.. salu tersentuh n sensitif..kadang2 deppress jgak biler certain of myy friends calling me sayang(cewah.. mcm ramai yg panggil org syg...;p) heheh~
org x kesah kalau yg panggil org syg tu girl.. sebab org taw girl dont mean it too much rite..


so rite now, to all teen out there, think first before you say that word to others ok.. sebab, ia mungkin akan menyebabkan org len x slesa.. including me..:) simpan je perkataan tuh dlm ati.. smpai mase yg sesuai bru u all can express it.. for ur future soulmates for sure..~~



P:S>> no hards feeling ok..:)

Sy da leyh fikir secara normal..tp sy still syg dy..~~


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Wednesday, December 16, 2009

Nobody english version..~


You Know I still Love You Baby.
And it will never change. (Saranghae)

I want nobody nobody But You, I want nobody nobody But You
How can I be with another, I don't want any other
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

Why are you trying to, to make me leave ya
I know what you're thinking
Baby why aren't you listening
How can I just
Just love someone else and
Forget you completely
When I know you still love me

Telling me you're not good enough
My life with you is just too tough
You know it's not right so
Just stop and come back boy
How can this be
When we were meant to be

I want nobody nobody But You, I want nobody nobody But You
How can I be with another, I don't want any other
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

I want nobody nobody But You, I want nobody nobody But You
How can I be with another, I don't want any other
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

Why can't we just, just be like this
cause it's you that i need and nothing else until the end
Who else can ever make me feel the way I
I feel when I'm with you, no one will ever do

Telling me you're not good enough
My life with you is just too tough
You know me enough so
you know what I need boy
Right next to you is where I need to be.

I want nobody nobody But You, I want nobody nobody But You
How can I be with another, I don't want any other
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

I want nobody nobody But You, I want nobody nobody But You
How can I be with another, I don't want any other
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

I don't want no body, body
I don't want no body, body

Honey you know it's you that I want, It's you that I need
Why can't you see~

I want nobody nobody But You, I want nobody nobody But You
How can I be with another, I don't want any other
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

Back to the days when we were so young and wild and free
Nothing else matters other than you and me
so tell me why can't it be
please let me live my life my way
why do you push me away
i don't want nobody nobody nobody nobody but you.



P:s= heheh~ just figure dis out last 2 days..:) best la..wink2x..


sy da ok da..da xnk pikir pasal awak ag..(T_T)

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Monday, December 14, 2009

Kenape de prasaan macam ni??

Sejak 2 menjak ni, org asyik x tenang je... fikiran salu pikir yg bkn2.. n kdg2 x taw sbenarnye org pk pe..hati sentiasa berdebar2.. senang sgt sensitifnyer..salu x macam ni.. org kuat k.. kadang2 ada jgak terfikir.. org lain x pernah ke alami pasaan yg mcm ni? nampak dyorg x pnah pon sasau2.. org sorg jerk yg salu mcm ni.. huhu~ actually da pnat la kna mcm ni.. ni naseb bek belum bkak sem ag.. huuh~ mesti kcu giler kalau da bkak sem nanti.. n tiap malam mesti de org akan anta msg " teya, result dpt bpe??" huuh~ org x ske la.. org x nk taw korg pnyer result n korg pun x yah r taw.. malu r ngan korg2 yg hebat giler result tuh.. sy seumpama semut hitam jerk.. cewah.. motif nk msukkan semut merah..;p tp siyersly.. otak salu celaru.. salu jiwa kcu..salu mood swing..n salu mental down..erk.. x2.. blom down ag..:) agaknyer da nek mnyampah da kawan2 org tgok status org kat FB yg asyik mention pasal jiwa kcu n so on.. huhuh~ sorry guys.. agak nyer ni kowt syndrom2 nk menghampiri ari tua..huuh~ ag brape ari jerk org akan menjadik tue.. huhuH~ takut seyh.. kdg2 trase macam org ni bengong pon de.. relax la.. thats mean, org kna tambah ag pe2 yg x ckup.. tp yg pasti nye, org taw, yg LIFE MUST GO ON!!!!

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Thursday, December 10, 2009

Customized Felt T-shirt

As ussual, biler bkak blog rutin wajib adalah melawat blog Daus n tqah..:) Tetibe lak rase berminat ngan entry tqa yg latest..:) Giveaway kak hani yg leyh dpt t-shirt designed by herself!!! heheh~ skenyer..walaupun x confirm leyh dapat t-shirt tuh, x salah kalau org nk cbe kan?? :)

So to my dearie kak hani>>>

"atteya nak tshirt yg simple pon xpe..

wordings dy>> [Me,Myself,N I>>Putri Nor Atteya]

picture dy>> gambar princess pki crown..:)

heheh~ tu jerk..leyh x kak hani?? "


x menang pun xperk~..:)


sy x msg dy???

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Is tHiS mY fEeLiNgS???



When you are together with that special someone, you pretend to ignore that person.
But when that special someone is not around, you might look around to find them.
At that moment, you are in love!!.



Although there is someone else who always makes you laugh,
your eyes and attention might go only to that special someone.
Then, you are in love!!.



Although that special someone was supposed to have called you long back, to let you know of their safe arrival, your phone is quiet.You are desperately waiting for the call!
At that moment, you are in love!!.




If you are much more excited for one short e-mail fromthat special someone than other many long e-mails,
then, you are in love!!.



When you find yourself as one who cannot erase all the
messages in your answering machine because of one message from that special someone,
then, you are in love!!.




When you get a couple of free movie tickets, you would not hesitate to think of that special someone.
Then, you are in love!!.



You keep telling yourself, "that special someone is just a friend",
but you realize that you can not avoid that person's special attraction.
At that moment, you are in love!!.



While you are reading this page, if someone appears in your mind,
then u are in love with that person.



sy syg dy ++

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